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An Opportunity

Every day is an opportunity.

Opportunity to forgive and be forgiven,

Opportunity to love and be loved.

Opportunity not to give up

Opportunity to stand up again

So, don’t wait for the opportunity to come in front of you because every

time you wake up it’s already an opportunity for you to be renewed.

Opportunity are unlimited

Unexpected opportunity

Opportunity is not be taken for granted

“NO TO SURRENDER 

YES TO OPPORTUNITY”

credit
– Julpz Olinao
– Allan Bunyan
– Picture google images

 

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The Keeper

Don’t be afraid

Be strong

Always smile

Be an optimist

You are unique

God loves you so much.

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He will not allow your foot to be moved.

He who keeps you will not slumber

The Lord is your keeper.

The Lord is your shade at your right hand. ( Psalm 121:3-5)

I am no one but I have story to tell to the world

This is my story..

“Who I am right now has a story and purpose behind it.” – J.J

As my  dreams start with this;

I am at the point that I am about to give up. I’m losing hope. I don’t know where my hope is.  I do really thought that I don’t have any chance to go to college anymore. Just imagine that I am already two years out of school youth. Well, I graduated elementary on time and my high school but sadly, can’t go to college because my parents cannot afford it. So, after my high school. I stopped for two years . I was just at  my Aunt’s house helping her. And then, my heart crashed seeing my batch mates they’ve already graduated college and yeah! They can pursue their dreams.  I do felt that I am left behind.

One time , I cried out to GOD and asked Him that LORD is my life stays like this ?  Is this really the end of everything ? Is this really Your plan for me ? and I said that LORD I do really wanted to go to college. I wanted to finish it.

Hearing those negative people around me that I’ll just be end up married and that’s it nothing else. That’s how the other people always told me before.

After that moment, I felt the HOPE really came  back into my heart because GOD gave me this verse;

JEREMIAH 29:11

  “ FOR I KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU, DECLARES THE LORD, PLANS TO PROSPER YOU AND NOT TO HARM YOU, PLANS TO GIVE YOU HOPE AND A FUTURE”

Yeeeahh! So, after a few weeks I started to inquire in CENTRAL MINDANAO UNIVERSITY even though I don’t have any assurance to get in that college. ( It’s my dream school since elementary )

Thank GOD. In the next day, my father called me to come  back home because there’s an opportunity for him to work abroad and he will send me to college.

And me like Whaaaattt? LORD Is this  true ? I cried out to HIM with a grateful heart. It’s really unexpected and I cried with joy in my heart.

Then, I got my entrance exam in CMU sadly, my result is failed but because I do have only 5 points left the Administration put me in as PD students. PD means the administration will be the one to pick your course. ( Anyway, way back in my high school year I passed the entrance examination in CMU but the exam result has only 1 year validity).

Fortunately, the Administration has the right to choose my course and they put me in FOOD BUSINESS MANAGEMENT  Major in FOOD PROCESSING OPTION.  Well, I am so thankful to GOD because HE did put me in a course where I am really fitted in.

YEhheey! My college starts with full of hope and joy and with the banner of my favorite verse the JEREMIAH 29:11Thank you LORD for all the wisdom and knowledge cause I really thought that I can’t understand the lessons anymore because of my stagnant knowledge hehe, but I am very grateful because I am always have an ACADEMIC SCHOLAR because of my  very good grades and then it helped to my parents because once you’re an academic scholar your tuition will be less.

Indeed, Our Lord is faithful because in our test permit there’s always a verse of JEREMIAH 29:11. Every hope and joy in my heart well, I always passed the examinations.

Very truly our God is always faithful. Yes, He let me graduated on time but not just that also my parents even though they’re far from each other they getting more sweeter and sweeter every day.  ( ayyyyyyyy! As they get older they get more sweeter ).

Yes, there’s no perfect family but GOD provided us with what we have right now because I know what we have before like when I’m studying during night time I got my eyebrow burned because we’re just using candle. We don’t have electricity before.

That’s why to my mother and to my father . Thank you so much fro everything. I may not be a good daughter sometimes but I tried and still I will try to be one for the both of you. And to my brother even though we’re like cats and dogs but I am here for you. You’re one of the reason too why I got this far because I want to buy a drum set for you and also a DJ set soon HEhe.

I am very thankful to the people who been part of my journey who helped me and taught me financially, morally, Spiritually, mentally, and physically.  Family, Relatives, Friends, Classmates, Friends of Friends. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

I am so grateful to have you all. I can’t mention you all but in my prayers you are all mentioned but with my prayers is how I can pay for all your goodness. 

I bring back all the glory and honor to GOD.

I graduated college last June 2017.

4 years of endurance.

Do not lose hope.

Nothing is impossible.

 

 

Hired!

 

Ye-hey! Thank You Lord for the opportunity that you have given me. 

This is really an answered prayer. 

 I just can’t explain my mixed emotions but it’s all good.

I just realized that God is in control.  You plan all this things and  how order it is.

Well, I got HIRED of one of the biggest company ( Food Industry ) here in our country as Quality Assurance Staff. 

I just don’t know how to celebrate this achievement. Well, this is not just for me but for God and for my family and everyone. 

After I graduated in college then, this is the next step that I am praying for and waiting for that to work on the company that we’re God wants me to work. 

Ye-hey! I’ll just do my best and God will do the rest. 

 

 

 

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Hey! Mama

My mother told me to be a lady. And for her, that meant be your own person, be independent.

-Ruth Bader Ginsburg

 

 

When I was a  child  I was wondering where my Mama was. Why she always away from home. She’s not in my sight for almost two weeks or more. It’s all good to me because I don’t know what’s really matter.  I just kept on waiting to see her again while waiting I was just kept on playing. 

Then, she came home again and I got wounded because I’m so excited to see her. And I hugged her. I kissed her and saying MAMA!

I was so innocent. I don’t know what’s going on that time until my mama got married and having a baby brother. 

As time goes by, my Mama hurts my heart, hurts my emotion and hurt my whole being.

I did not understand everything before that’s why I hated her and I don’t like her. 

But God let me understand that the whole thing was according to His will. My Mama is like that. She mold my Mama to be like that in order for me to have a life like this.

Oh! Mama I don’t know what’s life you have before while you we’re young. I didn’t know what’s your experiences in life. I have no idea what happened to you before you have me as your child. 

But one thing is for sure, God loves you and He helped me to understand everything of who you are . He helped me to help you. He teached me to pray for you. He helped me to have my heart and my love flourish forever for you because you are my Mama. 

I just salute you Mama for the things you have done for our family. It may not be perfect but it’s so satisfying. 

Hey! Mama your heart is wide as clouds. You are my role model in the act of serving others. It is unlimited. It is wide. That’s how I see your smile. 

 

 

 

 

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Surely, I am being rewarded because I have you.

 

Perfect – Ed Sheeran our song and what it means to me when I sing it to you.

I found a love for me..

 

In September 2018 I found you and it was not by chance it was a gift from God who has given us the chance to grow and love each other. Why I say not by chance it’s because the way we met we could have easily passed by but something, a voice or a little bump from God told me she is the one. Your smile is intoxicating. It lingers, it captivates my heart.

I will not give you up this time..

I will not give up you, is a wonderful true song of me feeling towards not giving up. Yes, relationships can be difficult and sometimes but my love for you is deep and not going to change. It really means to me that you know I will not give up on you!

Well, I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know..

This is such an amazing thing to have someone who is strong as you and to be at my side even when everything is against it and will continue to be against it simply because of social expectations of what a relationship should be. All I know what truly matters is that we love each other and to keep working together towards the future and nothing is going to stop us because together we are unbreakable.

You are all that matters to me, my love for you will last eternally.

– A message for me from my dearest man Allan who is love by God.