This is based on a true experience of yours truly.
After what happened, I am really incomplete and very broken.
I don’t know what to do at that time, do I need to cry or just put a face smile in my face.
It feels like I am not alive deep inside.
I don’t know where to go.
I don’t know who I wanted to talk about what things happened.
I am very lost and very hurt.
All I just wanted is the love of my father.
But I was so blind looking for my biological father which resulted to my stepfather who I have known as my father since I was a child who took good care of me and treated me as his own since then until now.
One day, God talked to me through HIS love letter.
I know some of you read this one already but for me, this is really my favorite and this is how really GOD the Father captured my heart.
A love letter from God to you
You may not know me, but I know everything about you. (Psalm 139:1)
I know when you sit down and when you rise up. (Psalm 139:2)
I am familiar with all your ways. (Psalm 139:3)
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. (Matthew 10:29-31)
– from the first time that I heard this I was crying because I know that God is really talking at me. I just felt that I am very important to Him and that He knows me. He knows what’s going in my life.
For you were made in my image. (Genesis 1:27)
In me you live and move and have your being. (Acts 17:28)
For you are my offspring. (Acts 17:28)
I knew you even before you were conceived. (Jeremiah 1:4-5)
I chose you when I planned creation. (Ephesians 1:11-12)
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. (Psalm 139:15-16)
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. (Acts 17:26)
– This is amazing. I cried even more. God thank you for I am really part of your plan. I am not unwanted but the truth is I am wanted by You. Not by anyone but only You God. My heartfelt the peace and love that I am looking for.
You are fearfully and wonderfully made. (Psalm 139:14)
I knit you together in your mother’s womb. (Psalm 139:13)
– For I am so grateful to God that He gives me a mother like her who allows me to see the world regarding the pains and challenges that she’s facing while I’m in her womb.
And brought you forth on the day you were born. (Psalm 71:6)
I have been misrepresented by those who don’t know me. (John 8:41-44)
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love. (1 John 4:16)
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. (1 John 3:1)
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. (1 John 3:1)
– He is my Father the true one. The one who will love me unconditionally. And will never leaves me.
I offer you more than your earthly
Refers to everything of this earth, as opposed to heavenly things.
For I am the perfect father. (Matthew 5:48)
– Yes. You are a perfect Father GOD.
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. (James 1:17)
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. (Matthew 6:31-33)
– Indeed, He does provide everything.
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. (Jeremiah 29:11)
– This is His promise to me. This is my verse. God thank you for everything.
Because I love you with an everlasting love. (Jeremiah 31:3)
– I felt the love of God deep down into my heart.
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore. (Psalm 139:17-18)
And I rejoice over you with singing. (Zephaniah 3:17)
I will never stop doing good to you. (Jeremiah 32:40)
For you are my treasured possession. (Exodus 19:5)
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul. (Jeremiah 32:41)
And I want to show you great and marvelous things. (Jeremiah 33:3)
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. (Deuteronomy 4:29)
– This is what you want God in order for us to communicate and have an intimate relationship.
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart. (Psalm 37:4)
For it is I who gave you those desires. (Philippians 2:13)
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. (Ephesians 3:20)
For I am your greatest encourager. (2 Thessalonians 2:16-17)
– In all of my ups and downs. He’s always there at my side.
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. (2 Corinthians 1:3-4)
– He does comfort always.
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. (Psalm 34:18)
–I feel it, Lord, that You are very close to me.
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. (Isaiah 40:11)
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. (Revelation 21:3-4)
And I’ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth. (Revelation 21:3-4)
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus. (John 17:23)
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. (John 17:26)
He is the exact representation of my being. (Hebrews 1:3)
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. (Romans 8:31)
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. (2 Corinthians 5:18-19)
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. (2 Corinthians 5:18-19)
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you. (1 John 4:10)
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. (Romans 8:31-32)
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me. (1 John 2:23)
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again. (Romans 8:38-39)
Come home and I’ll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. (Luke 15:7)
I have always been Father, and will always be Father. (Ephesians 3:14-15)
My question is … Will you be my child? (John 1:12-13)
I am waiting for you. (Luke 15:11-32)
– I answered You Lord.
Love, Your Dad.
After that, I felt the heaviness in my heart was gone and hatred replaced with Love.
And that’s the truth a father love that I am looking for was found only to Him.
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